the second

ive decided to write about imagination and time and connection

someone who i have never met, and never really known in any way whatsoever told me i was wise the other day. i didnt believe him because being wise is being able to learn from experiance, and pass it onto anyone who needs it, but i was able to have a connection with another human through an invention which can send wireless messages across the world. i find that amazing, i find life amazing

right imagination frightens me because its scary. simple but honestly, people who invented rockets, and telescopes, and computers, and books full of knowledge of how to deal with those whos minds are less able, cures for disease all of those things. someone has spent time imagining and hoping that their invention will work, when it does, its amazing because its new and it works, but when it doesnt, its frightening because the time was wasted. and i dont like the way time can be wasted. why does there have to be time - why does it have to make us worried about being late, and it makes us rush, and frett, why can it just let us be free, no restrictions, just freedom. someone told me that this isnt possible as nothing would exsist without time, nothing could come around. i agree but for once i wish i didnt have to frett whatwas coming the next day - if time didnt exsist i could confront problems when i was ready, not when time told me i had to.

good things can come out of time and it helps you confront things but withthe details of a brain there is not enough time, ever with our life expectancy to figure out and create everything locked up inside there, there is not enough time for us to develop, we age and we die,

and death is my biggest fear