well thats new

i find it amazing when you find out things about the people you thought you knew the most, that completely change your outlook of them, but then you cant let them know that you know, because that just defeats the point - what point?





“Breathe. Let go. Remind yourself that this moment is the only one you know you have for sure.”

Only for the soft and soppy hearted

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nk5uf9hva6M

I wish you bluebirds in the spring
To give your heart a song to sing
And then a kiss, but more than this
I wish you love

And in July a lemonade
To cool you in some leafy glade
I wish you health, and more than wealth,
I wish you love

My breaking heart and I agree
That you and I could never be
So, with my best, my very best
I set you free

I wish you shelter from the storm
A cozy fire to keep you warm
But most of all, when snowflakes fall
I wish you love

My breaking heart and I agree
That you and I could never be
So, with my best, my very best
I set you free

I wish you shelter from the storm
A cozy fire to keep you warm
But most of all, when snowflakes fall
I wish you love

But most of all, when snowflakes fall
I wish you love

i hate it

when people dont seem to comprehend how much i need themand how much i love them, that i honestly dont know where ide be today without them, i get confidnce from the people around me, and without them i would be nothing.



take me there

how is this possible?

i havent ever had this?
ive always grown to realise that i like someone, never seen someone and though, yeah he's different
ive never looked at someone and instantaneusly cared

ive never met someone compatible with my personality,
someone who isnt all lovey dovey, will laugh at me and not just with me, doesnt wait for chances to pass and flows with whats going on.
someone who makes me feel special, yet everytime they do, it feels new and i get embarassed again, someone who for once actually has a bit of control over me.
and now i feel like im already loosing it?

my personality doesnt allow me to loose people in my life, i need to be friends with people, to keean eye on them and make sure theyre okay, so whatever happends, i physically wont loose him.

but i think i might loose ths instant connection
and im scared, for its been such a short space of time, so why am i so bothered?