i havent ever had this?
ive always grown to realise that i like someone, never seen someone and though, yeah he's different
ive never looked at someone and instantaneusly cared
ive never met someone compatible with my personality,
someone who isnt all lovey dovey, will laugh at me and not just with me, doesnt wait for chances to pass and flows with whats going on.
someone who makes me feel special, yet everytime they do, it feels new and i get embarassed again, someone who for once actually has a bit of control over me.
and now i feel like im already loosing it?
my personality doesnt allow me to loose people in my life, i need to be friends with people, to keean eye on them and make sure theyre okay, so whatever happends, i physically wont loose him.
but i think i might loose ths instant connection
and im scared, for its been such a short space of time, so why am i so bothered?
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