3 blogs in one ;)

So recently I haven’t really written any blogs, so I thought hey? lets waste more of my time and do it when I could be sleeping, well when I should be sleeping is a better way to put it; I went to bed at twenty to ten its now twenty to 11 and hurrah, no sleep.
Why does it seem my life revolves around finding romance, which technically it does to keep human race living lalala, but shutup natural instinct AND GIVE ME A BREAK preferable one that involves a kitkat would be nice. And stop me caring about wether boys like me or not :D thanks.
Ummmmmmm I had a chemistry exam like last week, and it was honestly so awful that I came out of that exam feeling woosey and like 10 minutes later I was physically sick? Why did my body have to go and do that? Half an hour later I was fine, but then I had double maths and just wanted to die anyway.
Also I looked into cosmetic science, that my friend looks like a good career ;D making makeup own brand? YES PLEASE, I spend far too much money on makeup like 150 in the past month, anyway nothing I say even sounds interesting anymore, take care reader, im always here for you;)
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Well I was going to upload the blog intentionally before I wrote another one, but I forgot to upload the first one so heres the second part, its been like a week from above anyhow 
So recently I thought I really liked this guy, and literally in my head, I was adding up all these signals and messages to draw myself to the conclusion that he must actually like me, although in the back of my mind I also prepare myself for the opposite of use and leave alone, but I do that with every boy. The only thing is, ive recently found out he doesn’t like me like that, so im left with how on earth did I randomly come up with this idea, is my mind so perplexed by boys signals that I just imagined it all, I find it really strange? Besides I cant live without him, he’s part of my daily routine, I go to sleep knowing that he’s okay, and only after that, he makes me laugh, he’ll play fight with me without worrying if he’s hurting me, he’ll make fun of me and support me when its needed, a friend that I cant bare t let go, so if he’s reading this, I hope he realises he’s one in a million, and he’s a good friend to me.
On a happier topic I recently decided to start making up songs, im hoping to get some more cheerful ones soon about things like pins and needles and sneezing and how yawns are contagious, just because I can :D oh and video blogs are back in town ;D I figured I can do them on my laptop now, but this means no more editing so be prepared for umms, errr’s and no more random singing intervals :’( I am already crying inside about this, and until this is fixed, I am forever yearning for the random singing parts. I hate chemistry. I love biology, I hate maths, im beginning to warm to photography, OH AND IM SO EXCITED FOR SUMMER ITS CRAZY? Peace out home dog
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(a few days after the one above this) Wow, my life is rubbish at the moment. My heart feels like a worn out teddy bear. I’m scared for my own welfare.